As an American, I didn’t think that I would adapt to the Italian way of life as quickly as I did. We found out this week that we would be getting sent home due to concerns over the coronavirus spreading and shutting down the city. Everyone went into panic mode- devastated is an understatement.
I had found a new love for my temporary home, and hearing this news stopped me in my tracks. How could this be happening? Why Italy? Why is this happening during the only time that I will be able to study abroad?
While none of these questions actually required an answer, I knew that I would have to say a brief and heart-heavy farewell to this beautiful country. As I packed my bags up (I still don’t know how I managed to fit everything in my luggage), I made a promise to myself that I would be back. Whether it be in three years after I graduate or ten years with a family of my own, I knew that this could not be the end of my time in Europe.
In the time that I have been here, I have learned so many new things. To begin, I have learned little social cues- don’t order a cappuccino after noon, any attempt at speaking Italian will help you go far, always be polite, and always remember that everyone is human. I learned to go with the flow, which is very out of touch with my American self. At home, I constantly have to have my days planned, or else I do not get anything done and I feel stressed and anxious. In Rome, the best part about the city was that it didn’t let you plan. There was something exciting and new around every corner. Every restaurant and store was intriguing. All of the people brought new ideas and views into the picture. There was never a dull moment.
My heart hurts now that I am being forced to leave, but I plan to tell all of my friends and family about my time abroad, as well as try to live some of my Roman life’s ways back in the states.